I can’t wait to start this new chapter in my life. My first real semester of college starts in the next few weeks. I’ve already bought all my books and I feel so prepared. I can’t wait to continue my research and hopefully I will be assigned to the cell study instead of doing this rat testing stuff. I have also started “talking” with this new guy. He is in my research group and we are both biomedical engineering majors. He is so sweet and incredibly smart. Exactly the opposite of the guy I’ve talked about before. When I had lunch with my ex about a week ago I realized what a loser he was and couldn’t believe I’ve been hung up on him for like the past 6 months of my life. That was such a waste and I’m so glad it is in the past. The only sad thing is that when your life changes and you gain people in your life, one of the consequences is that people are also lost from your life. While a couple people, such as my ex, I’m happy the are not in my life. Others like a few of my best friends, I am not so happy their are going to be in my live less. I can’t even put into words how much I will miss my friend Kaitlyn. We have been good friends for at least five years. By some weird coincidence our school schedules were exactly the same that year and we have been inseparable ever since. I’m helping her move into her dorm on Sunday and then it is good bye.
Its very strange to think that every persons experiences, memories up to the current point make up who there are at that second. People are constantly changing, growing some call it. I am different from when I woke up this morning and still different tomorrow. I will have a whole nother day under my belt tomorrow. It is weird how these tiny inching changes can add up to monumental ones over months or years. I started my research almost exactly a month ago and I feel like almost a completely different person because of it. Like the people I knew and talked to before don’t know this whole new part of me. It’s hard to express it to them. I just hope that I don’t shun my old contacts completely because everybody changes it is a part of life. One of my favorite quotes is the one that states “The only constant is change.”
The right to bear arms, is it me, or is this a term that better fits the world from 1791. America then was so much more of a different world, it is pretty much common sense to understand how different the world was back then in comparison to 2012. Whether it is the way people as a whole or as a…
I really miss you. I have not talked to you in almost a month and I hadn’t even realized it until recently. I was way to busy to even think of you. I have decided that I am going to ask you to go to lunch sometime and catch up. That’s it just lunch. Not any of the addition activities we used to do. If you blow me off or don’t answer, that’s it you don’t belong in my life. I will not continue our relationship in any form.